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Cass_5986
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Name: Cass_5986
Country: United States
Birthday: 5/9/1986
Interests: God. Golf. Tennis. Scrapbooking. Hanging out with Friends. Hugs. Walks on the beach. Watching the sunset. Ice Cream. A good talk. music. love. mini-golf. bowling. and so much more.
Occupation: Retail, Student
Message: message me
MSN: broncogirl598@hotmail.com
Member Since:
2/6/2006
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| My life is so amazing. I am truly so blessed. :)
There's a boy. he's great. I don't know where its going and how he feels, but i like it. I feel like I don't deserve this. Not because I'm not confident in myself, but because I honestly feel like broken material that no one will ever want or need in their life. Call me lame or depressed or whatever, but its how I feel. I'm not upset or sad about anything at all. I love my life. It's just that situations like this are ALWAYS going to be difficult for me and I may never feel like I deserve anything amazing.
I'm not saying that I'm fragile material, but I've definitely been broken at one time or another and I'm finally almost healed and I'm scared to death. Thats the honest truth. No one seems to understand where I am coming from or why. I don't even know that I can explain it to you.
Don't feel sorry for me. Thats not what I want. I just want people to understand me and my distance and fear of everything. I've been through a lot, be careful with me. ;)
So love me for who I am.
Food for thought: "A legal kiss is never as good as a stolen one." Guy de Maupassant (love this quote) 
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| I'm sick.
Boys are silly and I have NO idea whats going on in my life. I'm just kind of giving up thinking about it and just going with the flow of life.
After Saturday I don't have to work again until next Friday and I'm really excited about that. :)
Alrighty I'm off to work. I might give more of an intense update later.
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| Words cannot even begin to explain how amazing this weekend was.
I met SO many amazing people from my school and from other schools. Hopefully the ones from my school I can get closer to, that would be amazing.
The weekend was exactly what I needed to get out of my "funk" I was stuck with my faith and didn't know what I wanted out of it, just knew I wanted to grow or change in some way. So I learned so much and opened my heart and am ready to face the world again.
I decided I'm not ready for a relationship with anyone but God for awhile and I'm head over heels in love with Him. I hope that I can show everyone how much the relationship means to me. When I am ready for a relationship I want someone who has the same type of relationship with God as I do. :)
Such is life. I love you all!
Live.Laugh.Love
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| Life changes so fast sometimes that its ridiculous. The guy i met is still an amazing guy, but nothing is going to happen between us right now besides friends and I'm okay with that. I'm not upset, i think friends is the right thing to do before we screw anything up. Hopefully he sticks to his end of the agreement and we can still be friends..but if he doesn't call me or talk to me in the next week or two...i think i will call it quits. :) Whatever God has planned for me is what I want to be. I have two exams this week and then I'm going on CRU retreat without knowing anyone else who is going. For some reason I'm really at peace with this. I will probably get more nervous as the time gets closer, but I will definitley be giving it up to God. :) Tim is home, which is crazy insane...I hope that I get to see him soon. I'm sure he's exhausted from moving and driving and such. Welcome home. :) Kim and I are going shopping on Tuesday and I'm pretty excited..otherwise I might go by myself if she decides to cancel. :) Life is amazing...I love you all so much. | | |
| Why do I always feel like i suck at life and can't make the people who I want to be happy, happy.
I know its the dumbest thought in the world, but I can't help but feel that way sometimes.
I met an amazing guy. :)
God is amazing.
Love you all. Love life.
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